Posts Tagged ‘About Me’

Chucktown, Here I am!

// April 30th, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

Cooper River Bridge, Charleston, SCI feel like I haven’t written at all about my experiences here in Charleston, SC since I’ve moved from Eastern North Carolina back in January. So I thought I would at least give a little bit more info since my arrival.

After living with great friends for a few months (Darren & Kim), Sam moved down and we got a place at Colonial Village at Westchase, and while the property management is something to be desired (making empty promises about upgrades, maintenance taking a long time and just being outright rude sometimes), the place is really pretty!Westchase Apartment Homes

There is a nice pool, workout center, and pond behind our building. This pond has a gazillion turtles living in it, and they are quite tame. If you walk up to the water, the turtles will come in droves, no kidding!

Amaaazing!

I love nature, and you are definitely surrounded by it where I now live.

On the work front, I create websites, which are fun, and get a nice view of Clark Sound and the Morris Island Lighthouse.
Here is the view:

Also, at work, I get to see live raptors catch their prey, including Red Tail hawks, Osprey, and Bald Eagles!! Apparently, there is a Bald Eagle Nest right near where I work, which is sooo awesome!
Bald EagleBald Eagle

Yaaay for nature! But I’ve also been working on lots of websites at work such as: Cares Real Estate, David Wertan Real Estate, CF Evans Construction, Charleston’s Museum Mile, Factor Prize, Charleston Surge (Dragonboat)…and the list goes on! It’s really fun and I get to do a lot more ‘development’ than just designing, which I like as well, but it’s nice to be able to dive into code and make the websites do cool things dynamically. I’m learning alot about server administration with mail, web and system servers as well as web services and dns management. So it’s fulfilling and a lot of learning still, but I do get to use all that computer knowledge that has accumulated over the years.

Things to do in my copious free time? Oh yeah! There are so many things to do in this awesome town. Here are a few cool things that I will be attending:

Spoleto USA - an international arts, music, and film festival
Charleston Harborfest 2008 - a festival with tall ships, pirates and more…

We have already been downtown, strolled the Market, looked at the shops, and went to the SC Aquarium. Here are a few shots of Sam and I when we went to the Aquarium:

Sam on Loggerhead Sea turtle
Morey Eel
Samantha and myself

As you can see, I love it here. I hope to keep better updated with things in the near future!

Until then, I hope everyone is doing well!

explaining racism…

// March 19th, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

I read an article today, quoting Barack Obama about racism…..and his view. After reading it, I feel like he articulates very well, some of the same feelings I have about the issue…this snippet is from the LA Times by Johanna Neuman

So when they are told to bus their children to a school across town, when they hear that an African American is getting an advantage in landing a good job or a spot in a good college because of an injustice that they themselves never committed, when they’re told that their fears about crime in urban neighborhoods are somehow prejudiced, resentments build over time.”

White resentment, like anger within the black community, “have helped shape the political landscape for a generation,” he said. Now, he added, both black and white have to “move beyond some of our old racial wounds.”

“The profound mistake of Rev. Wright’s sermons is not that he spoke about racism in our society,” he said. “It’s that he spoke as if our society was static, as if no progress has been made.” Instead, he said, “America can change. That is the true genius of this nation.”

Noting the Constitution signed just across the hall, Obama said the document the founders produced “was eventually signed but ultimately unfinished — stained by the nation’s original sin of slavery.” Now, he said, whites need to acknowledge that the legacy of racial discrimination does not just exist in the imagination of African Americans but that it is real, and to acknowledge this by investing in schools and providing “ladders of opportunity.” And blacks, he said, need to be respectful of their history, without becoming victims of it.

Urging a moratorium on speech “as fodder for the nightly news,” Obama urged the political culture not to “pounce on some gaffe” by a supporter for rival Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton or speculate on why white men are voting for Republican John McCain.

“We can do that,” he said. “Or, at this moment, in this moment in this election, we can come together and say, ‘Not this time.’ ” Calling instead for a discussion of issues and a renewed national effort to overcome racial injustice, he concluded, “As so many generations have come to realize over the course of the 221 years since a band of patriots signed that document in Philadelphia, that is where the perfection begins.”

Just the other day, the same thing occured that seems be be occuring in more frequency to me….

I was getting gas at the gas station, when a driver drove in front of me and yelled in a really sarcastic snide tone, “que pasa! amigo!!” Now, seeing that he just wanted to point out that I apparently spoke spanish, and could not talk in english, I just simply nodded, gave him a smile and kept pumping my gas.

But the feeling….that feeling of being judged or misunderstood was bleeding from my thoughts and I felt like I couldn’t hide my fear of him coming out of the gas station and actually saying something to him in english. The simple fact that I am not hispanic, nor do I really speak good spanish and how when he found out his assumption was wrong. How would he react? Would he care?

Some times I am enraged when this happens, and sometimes I simply think it’s funny (i do tend to joke about it) or extremely sad. For instance, my roomates….Darren has a ringtone of an oriental chime as my ringtone, and I know that it’s in jest and that its just funny, but the same instance a few months ago also comes to mind when Kim was referring to something I cooked (lumpia) having dog/cat meat in it. These stereotypes, although sometimes used for levity, are like sand paper to me. And I know/realize they have no intention of offending/making fun of me….you sometimes can’t understand it.

You have to take it in stride sometimes when you think about it….as people are scared confront the issue for fear of offending. Part of it, I feel for stereotyping or judging based on looks, are just survival instincts to make judgements and avoid situations. You make stereotypes to make quick decisions when needed, and people naturally do that….I do as well. I guess I just wish people would try to dig deeper, learn more about others and embrace everyone’s differences, diversity….not just racially, but other ways as well.

New job! New adventures…

// February 23rd, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

So I’ve been in Charleston, SC now for about a month.

I have to say that Charleston is a fun little town and is full of food!! Literally, everywhere I drive, I see place after place filled with different types of food to eat. There is this one place called Ladles which mainly serve soup and they have daily specials and staples that are very nice to the palate.

I always loose track when I think of food, but lately I have been really enjoying my job. As a web developer, I get to help develop this ever-expansive place called the internet via programming, graphic design and debugging. So far I’ve held my own and managed to convince my boss that I am a capable and competent web developer, but it’s wierd because I always feel lacking when it comes to my knowledge or ability to do stuff with computers. I think it may be due to my lack of formal knowledge (most of what i learned came from books or online sources)….but this week I managed to do a lot on my own and without anyone’s help. I am becoming more proficient with developing and simplifying content management systems….honing my ability to write and understand SQL (Structured Query Language)….write in Java, Javascript, asp…and manage email, dns administration…servers, virtual directories.

What I once knew in Apache, I am now applying to IIS with great success….as well as what I know with MySQL I am applying to Access and MS SQL server…ASP translates to PHP.

It is an exciting time of learning for me….and I feel like I am just beginning my journey! :)

With what little personal time I spend online now….my updates are probably going to be further apart, but they will come…with updates and all!!

vblog – Backstreet Pub

// January 25th, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

My good friend Blair came down to visit me this evening; we worked together at Sound to Sea…and we had a blast! First we went to the Trinity Center to be nostalgic, then we ate sushi at California Roll….then, we went to our favorite watering hole in Beaufort called, Backstreet Pub. Here is a short video :)

I didn’t realize it while I was making this video, but every time I ask Blair a question, I am actually looking at the camera! It looks silly.

vblog – moving to Charleston, SC

// January 23rd, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

Just a general rambling of job news and moving to Charleston.

vblog – interview jitters ;)

// January 23rd, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

This video was taken while I was waiting to interview with the Down East Council for Hispanic and Latino Affairs. Great Organization!

Candidacy – my view (part)

// January 6th, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

Not sure of how to really breach this ‘in the now’ subject, with the Iowa Caucus just finishing up and the New Hampshire Caucus happening in a few short days, I am deciding to just let it Flow…so here goes…

I am extremely scared/hopeful about our future as a country!

Things dealing with many domestic issues like jobs, health care, education, and immigrant legalisation reform directly affect me in some way:

(Jobs) – I am currently unemployed and trying really hard to get a job…so being extremely poor at the moment is having me reflect a lot upon issues related to jobs and the economy.
(Health Care) – I recently underwent surgery…and face the issue of actually having any follow-up work done or needed….I had coverage previously with my former employer, but now…I am being very careful about my well-being because I couldn’t afford to seek medical help if I needed it. Also, my mother has Paranoid Schizophrenia, which is regulated with medication, but she has limited psychiatric resources do to the beaurocracy that is our government, making her unable to be seen by a doctor for over a year, while others who may not need medical treatment more urgently get care almost immediately.
(Education) – Although I currently have my BS degree and am paying my college student loans, the prospect of grad school is very attractive to me. I also used to teach K-12 from many different schools (I’ve taught over 9,000 students from about 300 schools across NC and elsewhere) so my perspective is deep when talking to the respective schools’ teachers about their programs or lack thereof.
(Immigrant Issues) – More from a humanitarian perspective, I am very curious on how immigrants connect with others and find the resources they need to flourish in our country.

Foreign Policy – Generally I have a gutteral reaction to how Bush is unilaterally fighting these wars he is waging all over the world….saying that, I also have very deep emotional connections to what is happening. I grew up in a military family with my father serving in the Marine Corps, so I’ve lived in/near military bases my entire life. During my upbringing, my father served in Desert Shield/Storm….and living with a schizophrenic mother with two younger siblings brought many traumatic times…not going to elaborate, but it wasn’t the easiest of times. Further, since growing up in/near military bases, naturally many of my friends are from military families who also, then, go on to join the military. Many of them, I see, serve and do okay I suppose, but when they get back from their service…..they can’t find suitable work…they become disabled and don’t get proper care, so on and so forth. There is a certain patriotism involved with them serving, but mostly and I think more weighing on their decision to serve is the prospect of a stable life and regular income, not to live in another country being in danger.

I could go on…and maybe I will later about what I feel about this war in Iraq, but this brings me back to our leading Democratic Candidates. Here I am only talking about the Dems because, well, I am a democrat, but also I am not very interested making this post longer than a small book.

Before I begin, a good resource to find out good information on all public officials is at the VOTE SMART Project website, so check it out.

Also-Voting Records of top 3 Democratic Candidates:

(Alphabetically)
Hilary Clinton
John Edwards
Barack Obama

Since I’ve been unemployed, I have spent a considerable amount of time researching the leading candidates, trying to figure out which one seems to line up best with what I belive and hope. I am not an expert, pundit, but a person who cares deeply about things that affect me and ones I love.

In brief, there are a few things I really like about all three leading candidates:

Hilary Clinton – I like that she is leading the way for women in the US for being a pioneer as far as empowering women to become President. The fact that she has consistently stood up for children is also great since I love children.

John Edwards – I like that he has clearly define policy objectives that are easy to understand. I lean toward his campaign platform. I like his personal journey.

Barack Obama – I love his ability to speak; he sounds so much like an inspirational leader. I like his level logic and clear communication.

Trying to be brief, here’s what I do not like:

Hilary Clinton – She always seems disingenuous and scripted, hardly showing emotion in her public speeches. I don’t like her corporate connections. I don’t really trust her and there seems to be many instances of ‘dirty pool’…like one of her senior campaign staffers connecting Obama with ‘muslim’ and questioning his schooling…Why is being a muslim bad? He is not muslim anyway….but that branding of something adhered to Bush’s already well-known ‘war on terror’ is transitive to muslim and being ‘evil’. Nope, don’t trust her.

John Edwards – I don’t like how his message sometimes feels like he hates companies and all lobbyists…I understand what he means, which is that there are a few (companies) that have a disproportionate amount of influence on many, but I don’t know if hey conveys that well sometimes. I also don’t like his former stances on issues (like his authorization to go to war)….but upon researching, I feel like he grows as he learns more, unlike some others.

Barack Obama – His platitudes are wearing thin on me insofar as not seeing the substance supporting what his keywords (hope, change) seem to articulate. I am unsteady with his sudden switch to ban corporate and pac money for his campaign (his Illinois state campaign accepted those funds). That is not to say I know if Edwards has ever accepted monies similiar previous to this 2008 campaign.

I will try to write more, but for now I feel like I would make this post too long!

But I found this letter that Michael Moore wrote….and I think it expresses things similar to my own…

Michael Moore’s letter <== READ THE FULL LETTER!

Two months ago, Rolling Stone magazine asked me to do a cover story where I would ask the hard questions that no one was asking in one-on-one interviews with Senators Clinton, Obama and Edwards. “The Top Democrats Face Off with Michael Moore.” The deal was that all three candidates had to agree to let me interview them or there was no story. Obama and Edwards agreed. Mrs. Clinton said no, and the cover story was thus killed.

One more thing….VOTING and being involved in this election, I feel, is one of the most important things to do this year for yourself, your future, and your legacy….!!! I know it’s cliche’, but it WILL make a difference and WILL determine the course of our lives. For those that say, well…they are all ‘corrupt’…I am sure to some extent, there are inadequacies, but you need to inform yourself and find the best fit for you!!!!!!

vBlog – job prospects ;)

// January 5th, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

just a short snippet of what’s goin on for me next week :)

Video Blogging – my first one

// January 2nd, 2008 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

So, seeing as how I’ve been somewhat behind in updating my blog, I thought I could also video blog, since a camera is small and I can pretty much take it anywhere (my laptop is a little bulky and no web cam)…I thought it would make a better way to capture things more ‘on the fly’.

Here it is! My first video blog!

changes…decisions

// November 16th, 2007 // Comments Off // Uncategorized

There are lots of really cool things going on in my life now, so I figure it’s time for a good update (albeit not comprehensive…we’d have to talk on the phone or something)

I’m happy. There is your update.

Actually, a little over a week ago, I was sitting in surgery getting arthroscopic surgery on my left knee due to an injury I could no longer ignore. It, my knee, is doing amazing now and am pretty thankful for having such a great support group and great doctor. I had two very bad tears on both sides of my meniscus (cartilage that covers your knee joint, kinda like a washer between a nut and bolt). This injury probably happened during the summer when i was playing ultimate frisbee with some pretty hardcore people. Seeing as how these people are very awesome people doing great things for the world (noaa scientists, duke CEM students, conservation/science gurus)…I wanted to impress them and contribute to the ‘team’….long story short, I ran flat out jumped in the inzone, caught the frisbee…planted my foot while I was still in motion and basically bounced my femur off my tibia, then proceeded to unscrew the tibia from the rest of my leg, effectively popping it out of joint….and well, I didnt do much about it except for put a brace on, take some motrin….and take it easy for a few days. Fast forward a month later I am running in a sprint triathlon after cycling, swimming, and running for close to 2 months….

all was fine and well, until I tried to impress yet again….to a very amazing woman named Sam (my girlfriend now, heehee). It was pretty much my second day hanging out with her during seafood festival weekend at Baxter’s second birthday party. Here’s a cute video of Baxter and I digress…BUT

Did you get that?!? I have girlfriend!!!! (more on that in a minute) Anyways, at Baxer’s party, there were obviously a lot of kids, and what do you do with a lot of kids you may ask? Play, of course! So play I did. While I was playing, another child threw a frisbee kinda high in the air…in which I proceeded to jump and catch. Well, I caught it, but got a nice horrible pain when I finally landed. My knee did pretty much the same thing as before, except more pain. I tried to play it off though because Sam was there, but quickly proceeded to sit on the swings. It didnt hurt that much after that, mostly just a tingling/numb sensation, but the next day I couldnt walk for an hour….then hobbled into work…where my boss quickly pointed her finger to the phone and told me to call the doctor. I did…and after a series of appointments, I had surgery….on my knee.

Well that’s that and it’s doing better, but during this whole time, I also have put my 2 weeks notice at Trinity Center because they were looking at hiring anyone else unless I told them I was leaving and I have reached my end of 70 hour work weeks and very low pay….so, I’m unemployed as of last Friday, Nov. 9th. I will truely miss that work and the amazing people I encountered while there, but it’s time to move on.

Beach walk turtle talk

I am moving on….but where?

In the past month, I have probably applied to at least 60 job postings and now have 2 very promising prospects:

Hawkes Learning Systems

I believe the position with be in some form of an IT analyst, doing really cool things with .NET, C# with the possibilities of using Flex and Silverlight as well as helping with database development, technical support and other related tasks. The job is in Charleston, SC and the company has really cool and nice people :) Also, I forgot to mention that what they do is create mathematics courseware and textbooks for colleges. So I will be enabling people to learn math!

My passion for technology and helping others will be realized in this position

Craven County Home Care and Hospice

Hmm…drastically different than the previous job opportunity, but this one is very cool as well! If in this position, I will be their volunteer services coordinator, writing grants/fundraising, training volunteers, and helping terminally ill people have a better quality of life in their final days. Although not technology related, I will be keeping track of hours of volunteers and their impact in a database, similar to what I did at NCCU In this position, I would be able to learn a tremendous amount about fundraising (they have a foundation), marketing/PR as well as, I feel, lattitude in getting more people involved in other’s lives in a very positive way!

So there you have it, my job prospects thus far….I’m still pretty nervous because nothing is nailed down as of yet and there are a whole heck of a lot of jobs that still haven’t contacted me.

So now Samantha….:D I think she is amazing, funny, and she lets me be me :) Can’t you see how giddy I am getting just thinking about her!? I love her very much already! Things are going great and I only see them getting better ;)

Here is a recent pic of her when we went to the FilAm Coronation Ball

Samantha

Hope ya enjoyed the update!

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